🎈Do you remember the start of your life? How long ago was it?

  “You know – this is a real curious question because I honestly feel like I might have 2 starts of life. There’s start of life from the very beginning of my existence and the start of life on this area of the Earth. 

As for the latter, I do remember coming into form and taking on a physical presence a few thousand years ago. I came to presence alone in a forest, near a bog and was alone there for a while. 

In terms of my very, very beginnings in my home dimension I guess… I remember it but I couldn’t tell you for the life of me how long ago it was. It had to be maybe another couple thousand before I came to Earth. So…there’s that.”

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📗What is one of the most valuable things you’ve learned?

   “I think one of the most valuable things I’ve learned is that there are multiple ways to be of service to someone. And you don’t have to fit into what others are doing to be beneficial to those around you. It’s something that I’ve encountered off and on over the years but only recently has it sunk it to me truly about how accurate that is. ”

⏳Do you ever wish you had a mortal lifespan?

“Sometimes I do. But honestly? I feel like even being around as long as I have been, I definitely still have a lot more flexibility with how I go about existence than others I know. And so that frees me from whatever temptation towards a mortal lifespan that I might have had.“

CHARACTER INTERVIEW.

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FULL NAME  :   Saima Kristjan Vaher
NICKNAME  :  Saam, Samu
AGE  :  Appears Mid-late Twenties. Actually Unknown (at least 2000+)
SPECIES  :   Spirit Deity – embodiment of mythos

  • personal.

MORALITY  :   lawful /  neutral  / chaotic  / good  / neutral  /  evil  /  true
RELIGIOUS BELIEF  :  vaguely pagan
SINS  :   greed  /  gluttony  /  sloth  / lust  /  pride  /  envy  /  wrath
VIRTUES  :   chastity  /  charity  /  diligence  / humility /  kindness  /  patience/  justice
PRIMARY GOALS IN LIFE  :  Return to a true sense of self after spending so much time in hiding
LANGUAGES KNOWN  :  Estonian, Finnish, English, Russian, some Swedish and Danish
SECRETS  :  Has taken on multiple personas over the years to survive. And likely to disappear from this realm from time to time.
SAVVIES  :   Singing, nature, reading, playing music, baking, programming, fixing things

  • physical.

BUILD  :   scrawny  /  bony  /  slender /  fit /  athletic /  curvy  /  herculean  /  pudgy  /  average
HEIGHT  :   6′0″ ft
SCARS / BIRTHMARKS  :  A few scars have appeared sporadically. Most consistent are scars over their heart. They also have markings of the sun and moon on their wrists
ABILITIES / POWERS  :  traveling between dimensions, ethereal forms, effective immortality, control of internal energy, otherworldly singing, able to subtly influence people
RESTRICTIONS  :  alienation, burnt out over pretending, depression, incredibly secretive, paranoia

  • favourites.

FOOD  :  bread, fish, potatoes and sweets
DRINK  :   water  /  coffee  /  lemonade / alcohol / whiskey /  beer
PIZZA TOPPING  :  Vegetables
COLOUR  :   Blue, Black
MUSIC GENRE  :  Post punk, new wave, indie
BOOK GENRE  :   Mythology, science-fiction, horror, essays
MOVIE GENRE  :   Horror, Sci-Fi
SEASON  :  Spring, Summer
CURSE WORD  :   Kurat, 
SCENT(S)  :   Baked goods, the forests, the smell of the sea

  • fun stuff.

BOTTOM OR TOP  :  …whatever – depends on the situation
SINGS IN THE SHOWER  :   Sometimes. 
LIKES BAD PUNS  :   Yes, although they will stare at whoever makes the pun intensely before laughing.

✨ ost.

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MAIN:  “Somewhere Only We know” – Keane
SILLY “Guilty Pleasure” – Cobra Starship
DETERMINATION: “Be Impressive” – The Griswolds
BATTLE: “Iron” – Woodkid
SAD: “If You Leave” – Nada Surf
RELAXED:  “Feeling is New” – Pia Fraus
HAPPY:  “Needle” – Born Ruffians
HARD WORK MONTAGE: “I Can Change ”-LCD Soundsystem 
LOVE THEME: “Bloom” –  The Paper Kites
FAILURE/DEFEAT: “Dying” – XTC
FINAL BATTLE: “Destroy Everything You Touch” – Ladytron

TAGGED BY: . @revivalisms

Tagging? – whoever.

✨ seduction style.

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✨ The Charismatic

Confidence, the contentment that most people lack, the sex appeal…you have it all. Your sense of purpose is what people notice first about you, the way it reflects in your walk, talk, mannerisms, and style. You’re put together, and you come off as superior to all the other potential partners. If a man, or woman, were to be talking to 3 other people, and suddenly you came along, they’d start ignoring all of them, just to focus on you more. .

TAGGED BY: @softestmood
TAGGING: – whoever wants to

✨ water form.

( oceans, rivers, rain showers. what form of water is your muse? )

✨ Ocean.

You must be a deep thinker with a philosophical edge, someone who likes to look past the surface of everyday occurrences and realize the impact they hold on your future. Like the ocean, you find personal expansion within your own mind, the more you accumulate knowledge and experience. You enjoy analyzing the important issues in life that other people tend to to overlook, and don’t necessarily believe that we are who we appear to be at first glance. Your level of perception is uncanny and you have the ability to heal with empathy and unique insight, continuing to act as a positive reminder that it’s healthy to maintain a strong mind and body connection.

TAGGED BY: @revivalisms
TAGGING:if you wanna, consider yourself tagged

✨ FIVE VARIABLE LOVE.

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✨ Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it’s hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There’s too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

✨ Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You’ve loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

✨ Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn’t mean you’re a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

✨ Cynicism:

Your cynicism is high.
Sure you believe in love, but you know it doesn’t come easily.
You scoff at “love at first sight” and “soulmates”.
You would rather take the real thing, as unglamorous as it is.

✨ Independence:

Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both “me time” and “we time”.
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

TAGGED BY: @revivalisms
TAGGING: you.

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It’s kind of strange how the fire makes you feel huh?

Many times they have seen those accused burn. A few times they would have burned themselves if not for evading capture at the exact right moment. One time they have actually burned. 

At the stake, accused of witchcraft, guilty of so much more. Bright eyes stared out at the accusers who stared them down. If Saima had taken any reasonable escape action, it would have only served to proved the point of how ‘demonic’ they were. But would the sight of them burning provide any more satisfaction?

If anything, the feeling of the flames was…comforting. It sent them back into another time, another place. Another world even – one before this one. One that had trickled down to this world through stories. And yet here were their people burning them for bringing some of this old faith with them. Such was the cost of the new faith spreading on the land and the fears that likely came with it.

The fire grew higher and higher while Saima could only close their eyes and think. They let the fire swallow them whole, it was then and only then could they escape before everyone’s eyes without attracting notice. If it took looking like a sacrifice, a prisoner for the ages – so be it. They were always skilled at playing to the situation when it suited them. 

The warmth cradled them and somehow only brought them more strength, more ability to survive. It was certainly contrary to the purpose of these burnings but who would be the wiser for it? It would be a secret that Saima would carry after this period was over. After all, they would be the only one to make it way, way into the future when all of this would only be history. 

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What haunts you? 

There are so many answers to that question, Saima doesn’t know where to start. But let’s give an example, let’s set the scene. 

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They are among the people, there is a massive battle against the invaders coming upon their land. If nothing else, they wanted to be a supportive force. After all, many had prayed and sacrificed in the hopes of receiving some help. And the least that they could do was make their presence known, give them comfort in the midst of such stressful times. 

There had been a chance of victory. A chance that maybe, just maybe that they would drive out these invaders. That the course of history wouldn’t turn in a way that would ultimately cause the people to suffer so much more than they’d ever deserved. 

And yet, while the fighting was fierce and Saima found themselves cutting down many of the invaders, using what they had to dispatch and disarm as many as they could – something comes down from the sky. It is that sight that makes their stomach ring hollow. A white and red cross flag.

 What is that? Why is it falling? They know not the source of this cloth, but something about it – it rings with a significance that their people know not yet. But Saima somehow knows. 

This is an omen, and not for the better.