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  1. what color do you associate with your muse?

I associate blue and white with Saima. Especially when their in their true form where they are most of a ghostly entity – they radiate that blue and white kind of energy. In general, though, the enjoy wearing a lot of blue and white so those are colors along with black that will show up in their appearance. 

I also associate pastel colors since they tend to enjoy those kinds of softer colors.

12. favorite book?

Favorite book? Recently, I’d probably say Horror Noire, a history of Black people in horror cinema. I had been wanting to read that book for such a long time. So when I finally got the chance to read it, I definitely enjoy it and found it to be a fascinating read.

13. how are you?

I’m doing okay – feeling pretty bleh physically but I’m enjoying having the day off. Sometimes one just has to take a day to chill out for a bit.

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🍾 = What is the last thing your muse celebrated? How long was the celebration?

The last thing Saima celebrated is the Estonian Anniversary. And technically, they are still currently celebrating it since there are a bunch of events that are taking place over the summer and going into 2020 around the centenary. So they’ll be partaking in activities around that for quite some time longer.

Things were rather festive back in February but it seems like there’s no plans for the events and tributes to stop due to this being such a momentous occasion.

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🍰 = Does your muse prefer cake or cupcakes? What’s their favorite cake flavor and icing/frosting flavor?

Saima has a preference for cake. But it’s a slight preference honestly. They’ll eat both happily. 

Favorite cake flavor is probably marble for reasons I can’t really explain. I think they like the mixing of flavors in the cake. As for frosting, they like something light and airy – a vanilla cream would work for them. But depending on the make of the actual icy, any flavor potentially could be good as long as the icing is on the lighter and somewhat fluffy side.

👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 from Matt !!!

a kiss…discreetly.

Although there was no real reason to hide, Saima always did enjoy sharing their affection as a bit of a secret. So when out in about, strolling on the outskirts of town alongside Matt,  they slyly directed the pair’s walk towards a hidden area. A little place out of the way of human view.

“I’ve got a little gift for you.“ They spoke as if keeping a little bit of a surprise from him. When Saima was certain that they would not be disturbed, they leaned in to place soft kisses on Matt, pulling him close within their embrace.

It was a leisurely action, an excuse to show some affection in a safe, discreet and pleasurable way.

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A kiss……to distract.

How this had come to pass was something Saima wasn’t entirely certain they could explain. However, one thing they did know was that they had to get Gilbert from being further agitated by a certain patience-testing individual. It was way too easy for them to see how things could go far, far south. 

And desperate times called for desperate measures. Or at least unusual actions. This led to Saima to suddenly pressing a kiss or two to the side of his face if only to get the attention off of the other person. 

Just as swiftly as they had kissed him, Saima glanced ahead once more. 

“That person wasn’t necessary to take that irritation out on. I at least know, I could handle it without making a deal out of it.”

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  “My dear friend. It’s been quite the journey of us knowing each other. For the longest, I never expected you to pay me any mind and was genuinely okay with that. Just because we ran in different circles for so long, the likeliness of us ever really crossing felt slim. But you know – sometimes bonding over the ridiculousness of others leads to miraculous things. Indeed, that’s lead to quite the close friendship developing between us. And I can’t help but be thankful enough for that.. since this friendship has helped me when I have been going through so many changes in my existence. 

So I just want you to know that I appreciate your company, your humor, your doting even if I never quite know how to respond to it. You’re a delight to have gotten to know. And I can not lie, you’re absolutely stunning in ways that have embarrassed me so.. there’s that too.” 

💭 – Which sexual desire are they too embarassed about to tell anytone? And in which situation would it be obvious enough to show?

Honestly, Saima spent enough of their existence under the impression that many wouldn’t want to bother with them. As a result, they tend to be pretty reticent about mentioning their desires to anyone who is not directly involved with them. 

Nonetheless, they are especially embarrassed to mention they really are curious about how worshipful their partner can really get under their control. Pushing the limits into a further ecstatic state is..something they’ve had enough familiarity with to know that it is something they enjoy. They just don’t mention it.

It becomes pretty obvious when someone becomes aware of their true nature. The reaction is a kindness, but a lurking curiosity in their eyes, waiting, biding their time to see how far said admirer would really go for them.

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In which position would they like to sleep in with their partner afterwards? And what position re they likely to end up in instead? 

Saima likes to sleep somewhat close to their partner. Maybe their legs are touching or having an arm graze the side of a given partner. Just enough space for the both of them to be able to breathe. They still relish in having that afterward closeness even as all parties involved take a moment to recover.

They usually end up on their side, occasionally being held by that partner or just on their side of that bed for the night. It really seems to depend. More often than not someone ends fup holding Saima and they don’t refuse it.