🔲 – In general – How long does it take for them to have sex with someone they find appealing if that someone shows interest into them as well?

It tends to depend on if Saam is even able to pick up that the other person is interested in them. Because they’d accidentally tend to think anyone expressing interest in them is probably pranking them or something. And they can be a little oblivious about people wanting to do things with them in general.

But if this is a person they like and are comfortable with – and they notice that desire, it only takes the right circumstances. It could be the end of a night, it could be a few days. It probably isn’t all that long though.

Saws

Saws: Would your muse rather die quick and painfully, or slow and painlessly?

If it’s something that is meant to be temporarily, quick and painfully to get that whole mess out of the way.

If Saam has to face a more permanent death – they’d much rather do it slow and painlessly and drift off to another phase of existence. Or whatever comes after their time here is done.

Catherine Wheel

How much pain can your muse withstand?

They can handle most of being burned alive pretty okay. Towards the end they pass out rather than feel a whole lot. Additionally, they can deal with wounds from sword injuries are gun shots okay – but it’ll be obvious that they are hurt. They’ll just continue at least until they get to a point where they need to withdraw. 

So they take about an average about of pain and would be able to work through it for some time longer, if something required that.

Iron Chair

How easily does your muse cave to pressure?

It depends on who it comes from. But in generally, it takes a lot for Saam to cave to pressure.Obviously during previous eras was easier to coerce Saam into doing things they clearly did not want to do. But currently – the result of those experiences have made a much more stubborn Saamuel who does not care to bend if they see no actual benefit coming out of it.

Pear of Anguish~

In what ways is your muse sexually deviant, if at all?

Uh. I don’t know if Saam would refer to their interests as sexually deviant… but they liked being restrained, they like undressing for someone – they like sensation play, they like being marked up and being bitten during sex. They enjoy blindfolding and teasing others. They like being watched at least by someone they are into.  Things like that I suppose.

Heretic’s Fork: Is there something your muse will never confess to?

 Yes. 

Saamuel will never, ever confess to what happened to the proto-siblings that they had in their youth – before they even encountered Finland or Baltics to the south. 

It does haunt them since they can very easily still hear the memories of those ‘siblings’ and the culture of their land is reflected from the traditions of those kids. 

But because there is no reason to bring up that happening, it’s something Saam would much rather keep to themselves. It’s also the reason that Saam will never truly see themselves as remotely decent because they know full well what they were capable of.

The idea of what Saam will never ever confess to can be found here.

13. What does it take to make your character cry?

If they’re in a bad enough state not much. Although they wouldn’t reveal it in public but if Saam was going through a depression episode, they clearly would withdraw and cry if things got overwheming.

Otherwise, nonstop poking at something they perceive to be a flaw may get them on the edge of tears. They’d hide it. They will almost always do their crying in private if they can help it.

But on the other side of the coin, a particularly moving movie or musical performance can inspire some tears.

30. What makes them feel safe or secure? What makes them feel insecure or unsafe?

What makes them feel safe is feeling understood and accepted. This has been a running theme throughout their life in feeling safe when they felt like being themselves was something that people valued. It’s incredibly relevant recently considering the developments in their life. So they tend to feel secure and safe around those that they know will at least try to understand them.

Insecure? Ah. I suppose the knowledge that they are very much outside of bounds even for the expectations of a personification makes them feel pretty anxious. So it makes them feel kind of out of place. They’ve felt like this for a while but even now having reasons that they felt that way, it only makes them feel a little more self-conscious.

Unsafe – usually news about happenings in a place directly to the east gets them fairly anxious and on high alert. But that’s a status they’ve maintained on a low level since they were independent. So that’s nothing new for Saam.