I really, truly wish I could open myself up and expose my inner feelings and fears to you. But a bigger fear is that I will drive you away and hurt you if I do. I -never- want to hurt you.

     “You know, that’s pretty unfortunate that you feel like you’ll drive me away and can’t actually open yourself up to me. But. I want you to know that you can share with me whatever you care comfortable. I understand not wanting to hurt me. But I’ve handled hurt before time and time again.

 I would be willing to risk it for you again if you’re clearly someone that close to me.

“Saamuel!” Lilli burst rather excitedly into the Estonian’s home and pulled out a shirt with a proud smile. The shirt in question was a navy button-down that was plastered with an assortment of pink roses. “What do you think? I saw it and immediately thought of you! Now, if you want a more traditionally-feminine cut I can alter the sides to be more of an hourglass shape. Or however it would please you to have it, really.”

It wasn’t everyday that someone just blatantly burst into their home. Which gave Saamuel a little bit of a shock – and their body jumped a bit to reflect that surprise. Thankfully, it was Lilli – otherwise that situation would have been incredibly scary.

“Oh. Ah Hey there Lilli.“

Their attention was drawn to the navy button=down that had some pink roses on it. Taking in the sight, they started to slowly nod in appreciation. “It’s pretty cute. I would wear that. Hm. I think an alteration to the sides for more of an hourglass silhouette would be really nice actually.”

  • ❔ – How to tell your muse is horny?

A lot of it is in the voice actually. The way they speak will purposely be a lot more coy and somewhat muted. They do a lot more teasing either with whispering something into someone’s ear, or idly running their hand against an area that they know is sensitive for their partner. 

If they want to reveal something, they might tug at their collar in front of a person.

They also are likely to just slowly touch their partner on the leg or arm before placing a lingering kiss somewhere as if making a wish. but never ever a demand. 

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Which sexual desire are they too embarrassed about to tell anyone? And in which situation would it be obvious enough to show?

I mean. In general, I think they would like to experience the idea of undressing for someone for sure. Especially since they’ve been in the habit of wearing some quite nice under-things lately.

They do enjoy the idea of being watched in that way a lot. But they wouldn’t mention it to most people because, why would they want to know that. 

I think it would only be obvious if the general conversation seemed to turn to that kind of thing and then by the somewhat awkward shifting they do, it might be apparent they have some personal thoughts on the matter.

💤 – In which position would they like to sleep in with their partner afterwards? And what position are they likely to end up in instead?

Saam tends to like to lie in a position where they can be held or loosely hold on to their partner, if they are close. (which is the most likely circumstance in which Saam is going to get intimate anyway

But in general, they usually end up with a bit of space to get cozy in the bed. Over the course of the night, they might end up closer to their partner. But they tend not to worry too much about it.

🔵 – What activity to do with them to get them relaxed and in the mood?

Usually listening to specific albums is a good way to get them relaxed. From there it’s pretty easy to start messing around while some good music is playing. 

Otherwise, if they are lounging about, having woken up from a nap or something – they might start tracing the parts of the body idly. And that could very well lead to something as well.

Dancing can do this or be having a drink too. But that is more heavily dependent on the company.