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    “Ludwig. Interesting character that one is. Of course, there’s always a little left over wariness from the difficulties I’ve had with him. I think those feelings are going to linger for a little bit longer. 

But he is a good worker. I will give him credit for that. He’s incredibly dedicated to what he wants to accomplish and that’s a trait that I admire. So good for him for doing that. It makes him not all that bad to work with honestly. 

I do wonder about him sometimes. I think he has a lot of things that go unsaid that maybe should be expressed sometime. I don’t know for sure – but the way that he carries himself implies there is much more than the strict taskmaster that people want to portray him as. But how much more I can find out remains to be seen.”

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     “My best friend. My darling, incredibly best friend. I worry about him so much. Because I really want nothing more than to see him happy. I feel for him so often with the struggles with depression and everything. But I would never want to push anything on him. I could never ask for too much from him. 

I…I am happy that he seems to be enjoying being with Kalju. I do wish he would see that he is much much better than he gives himself credit for. Although, I know he can’t really help it. I have similar struggles so who am I to say how he should feel. I just want him to enjoy life. Enjoy himself even. He’s great. 

I can’t wait to see him more often now that’s staying in my land. I already visited enough before but this… this is a nice change. And he’s been so good to me. So good to support me through as much as he could. 

It’s just a pity that there are moments I just.. he reminds me of time that I have lost. And it makes me feel a little angry. Not at him, never ever at him. But of what he sometimes reminds me of. That is all.”

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     “I don’t even know where to start. I just there’s something about him that gets right to me without even trying. I can’t help but feel disarmed around him. And technically this is in the very best of ways. 

But … there’s a reason I daydream about him from time to time. There’s something about the way that he carries himself, talks, smiles. Oh that damn wide smile of his. He’s got a presence that I’m hopelessly drawn to. It’s so unusual the way he has this effect on me. It..it’s a little scary sometimes. But I like being around him. I really do. 

I don’t ..I don’t know if he gets anything about being around me as well. But I suppose he does. Even after uh my recent changes or whatever. At least that is what I would hope. But I can never assume the best, that would be foolish of me.”

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      “I adore him. But honestly, I worry about Berwald a lot too. I know there are things that he’s been dealing with for years. And I feel so helpless that I can’t seem to do too much about it. I just want him to know that I care about him so much. ”

“In less worrying thoughts – I am incredibly grateful for him. While I’m ..always a little uncertain what exactly is the appeal of me for him, I do appreciate that he cares for me. And is much more supportive than I ever hoped he would be. I don’t know why I didn’t trust him to be supportive but..  I guess I know he definitely has my back in ways I am thankful for.“

Saam, what is it you like about Jules? uwu

     Why must you ask me these kinds of questions? I didn’t ask for this. 

But fine. I mean, it’s hard to articulate. He’s got a presence to him that I admire. Something about him has me drawn to him in a way that.. is way too much for me to go into. But he’s funny, he’s got charm, he’s sweet. He’s bright. I love spending time with him, I’ll do damn near anything around him honestly. It’s embarrassing. 

He’s too interesting for the likes of me really. I mean I guess there’s something about someone who can draw out different sides of you that is nice. And I feel like Jules has a way of making me want to be myself and yet be a little bit more. To put myself out there a little more. Which is refreshing I guess. 

I am also admittedly weak for those curls. I’m not going to lie. And those eyes. And .. ugh. Let me shut up again. 

“=w= How Naughty”

  Saam really likes the idea of not being able to move either because of their partner’s body on them or being restrained. It’s almost like limited movement on their part intensifies their experience of whatever is being done to them.

=w= How Naughty

Saamuel tends to be rather versatile in regards to the needs of their partner. As such they are more than willing to switch things up to play a different role. It often allows them to incorporate their own interests in having control over a person every so often. And leaving that person weak in reaction to the actions that Saam performs.

Additionally, the negotiation of power during intimate moments is incredibly engaging for Saam. Getting into someone’s head is one of their favorite ways to assert some kind of will over what goes down and how it happens.

“=w= How Naughty”

  It’s only relatively recently that Saamuel had even made themselves open to the idea of sending teasing photos. But they do get a small thrill out of showing off little cute pieces that they buy for themselves and want to share with those that they care about.

However, they are still incredibly careful about under which circumstances they do this. Don’t want such photos to get in the wrong hands after all.

trope!

You know this character. She’s the girl who is always there in the background at work, quietly doing what needs to be done without fanfare and keeps things running smoothly, sometimes just by being there rain or shine. He’s the Mauve Shirt guarding The Hero’s back when the Hero goes in alone to fight the Big Bad. She’s the one with simple, sensible advice that her Troubled, but Cute friend seldom takes. He’s the Sergeant Rock that the Officer and a Gentleman depends on. And when The Captain needs data analyzed, papers filed, and problems examined, he gives it to this guy, who crunches it all and has the report ready first thing in the morning, just in time for the Captain to look at it and have a Eureka Moment.

They’re The Reliable One. They’re often overlooked in Ensemble Casts with Loads and Loads of Characters (particularly if it’s a World of Badass with tons of flashy characters) because of his or her understated character, they nonetheless often contribute in a unique way for the good guys. Every now and then they’ll tend to get A Day in the Limelight where their skills or presence come in handy even more than usual, some of their Hidden Depths get revealed, it gets shown why they frequently have such an Undying Loyalty to people around them, or where their absence makes everything around them start to fall apart. They may even get a Did You Think I Can’t Feel? moment, when the people whose lives they make better trample all over their feelings.