“I’ve had multiple moments over the years where I’ve wondered why the hell I was even here if I can’t all that much for my people. If the things were going to happen despite my protests and efforts, was there a solid for me being around in the first place? It’s a question that I still haven’t answered to this day. It creeps with me in the back of my head. Feeling that what I do doesn’t actually have that much of an impact. ”