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📗What is one of the most valuable things you’ve learned?

   “I think one of the most valuable things I’ve learned is that there are multiple ways to be of service to someone. And you don’t have to fit into what others are doing to be beneficial to those around you. It’s something that I’ve encountered off and on over the years but only recently has it sunk it to me truly about how accurate that is. ”

⏳Do you ever wish you had a mortal lifespan?

“Sometimes I do. But honestly? I feel like even being around as long as I have been, I definitely still have a lot more flexibility with how I go about existence than others I know. And so that frees me from whatever temptation towards a mortal lifespan that I might have had.“

revivalisms: send me a ‘🎨’ for an aesthetic or mood collage for our muses. ✨ @seekesotsibteadmist !        ✨ ❝you’re too cool, saima. down to earth. how do you do it? like. how do you not go home and scream for two hours straight, i mean– unless you actually do that. if so, you’re really […]

revivalisms:


‘That’s …way too relatable.’

❝Honestly, the healing process is the best part. It’s like. Wow, yeah… My heart hurts but this ice cream is the fuckin’ bomb, oh my word? Kinda glad I’m the type that’s actually never DATES many people, ‘cause I’d have a fridge just for the inevitable breakups. Same goes for divorce. Stars forbid I ever marry someone and we end up divorced, I’d rent out a Taco Bell. A combination Pizza Hut and Taco Bell.❞

   “That’s so true. You get reminded of the one thing that will never hurt you – good food. Honestly, I definitely trust tasty food over well an individual right now because who wants to go through that vulnerability for nothing. Hah. A combination Pizza hut and Taco Bell sounds ..like a lot.

But that’s also the reason I haven’ really tried to date lately. Because I’m really damn weird and I don’t know who’ll put up with me.”

He presents a red tin wrapped with a golden bow, a smile painting his features as he offers it to Saima. There’s a rather pleasant smell to it, the goods obviously freshly baked. ❝They’re chocolate chip cookies, made ’em myself with the best chocolate chips I could find. I also threw in a couple of cranberry-orange cookies. I hope you like them? Happy Holidays, Saima. The gingerbread is great, by the way. My sister kept trying to steal it, actually.❞

What a lovely surprise. Saima can’t help but smile gratefully as they accept the tin, the smell already getting their attention. “Chocolate chip cookies, homemade? How wonderful – especially with the cranberry-orange. I am so thankful for this.”

“Happy Holidays, Virote.“ They couldn’t help but laugh at the mention of his sister trying to steal the gingerbread. “I’m so glad that you liked the bread. Thank goodness, you managed to eat some before your sister got to it eh?“

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Have you ever wanted to be someone’s muse?

A question that had drawn Saima’s attention back in the day. They had gone by other names, much different from the one they sport today. But they remember, quite clearly the way that authors and artists and quietly picked up on something within them. Something that had stirred the spirits of so many that the deity had passed by in their everyday interactions.

A question that had been posed to them many times. Leading them to the drawing rooms, the studios of creators. Leading them to the bookstores, the places where the intellectuals talked, trying to recall the stories of times long lost. In these moments, Saima would speak – happily giving details to the creations that were made. Of course many would say these tales were constructed but with someone like Saima present, there would always be a hidden truth, a secret belief to the magic of such stories.

It was in these days that people would draw near. To be a muse, to be a source of inspiration for these creatives satisfied Saima deeply. In a time period where people were trying to determine their national sense of self, where people were…awakening so to speak, it seemed to be the best possible option for them. To be in the presence of all these people, some of which Saima had quietly loved, doted on in their own otherworldly ways. 

They still think back to those salons, the drawing rooms in which so much was made. They remember fondly those that had helped create traditions of literature, of story-telling. There is a reason that Saima had always been fond of the creative types. And this time period would certainly be one of them.

3, 4!

  1. a trait they express in the wrong way

Saima is not great at expressing their need for attention from time to time. Which means they don’t do it at all and tends to let their needs fester until they get really sad because of it. And sometimes that leads to a quiet burning need but feeling hopeless as to where and how to seek that out. 

So yeah – they are not very communicative about their wants and they pay the price for that. 

  1. a trait they’re ashamed of

They are embarrassed of how damn secretive that they’ve had to be for so long that it feels like they don’t know if anyone will ever actually know them. They are so good at keep people away at a comfortable distance, that letting anyone close enough to see a lot more of them feels way too alien for them to be bothered with. 

And the streak towards apathy doesn’t really help matters either. 

revivalisms:

❝I heard bread. What is this griddle-bread, though? It sounds… Heavenly.❞

  “I’d be glad to make you some. It’s just an Estonian snack bread recipe made with barley and caraway seeds that can be served with butter or jam. Nothing too fancy but it’s pretty tasty.”

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  “A dear friend, a darling individual. There is something about Virote that is very kind, and very open. And he has a sense of self that feels very rare among people. Which I can appreciate, it makes me feel better about being around him. It’s still incredibly thoughtful of him to get me that food – which was absolutely delicious. I look forward to speaking with him more because I feel like there’s a lot of really interesting interactions we could have.”