plvsultra:

Trust me, none of that is worth it. Only brings more problems and then you are just more willing to disappear

“Right now, nothing feels worth it.Lately, I’ve been really tired of being around people and frankly, I feel not much would be lost. 

It’s a perfect time to do it temporarily though – it wouldn’t go noticed like at all.

But I guess I won’t do it. I’ll just kind of seethe privately or something. ”

plvsultra:

Yeah… it’s fun tho. I like farming.

I think people live just enough. Like, who needs more than 80 years? Not me. And I can say that from experience. You just get bored after a while

Yeah, I can imagine it being a nice activity.

Same honestly. No one needs to live more than 80 years. After that you’re just trying to find things to do.

plvsultra:

Right? Huh.. Now that I think about it I don’t have any jewish friends anymore.. They all died.. Of old age… It’s been long since I made friends with people

Know what I like? Buddhism. They have some right ideas there, I like their way of thinking

Ah. Dang. That would do it. Sounds like it does take a lot to make new friends these days.

Right, right. They do have a nice way to approach things. A very nice approach to looking at life.

plvsultra:

Have you ever been to a bar mitzvah? I have. It was.. An experience. Really interesting. It’s really interesting, other people’s religions

Well I do have a degree in theology but when I did it people still thought lead was edible so I never got to learn much about other religions.. It is interesting tho. Maybe I should retake the major

Yeah, I have a couple of times. Those were rather fascinating times. I do get a lot about learning from other people’s faith. 

Ah bummer – timing is everything there. Maybe an update would be in order since so much has changed since then.

plvsultra:

A living scam. Highest point of my life

I am just kidding tho, I am not a religious fanatic or anything… I am not even sure if I believe in it anymore, to be honest. I just like going

A true accomplishment.

hah, fair enough.  Nothing wrong with just enjoying the rituals of going to those services. 

plvsultra:

See? I am terrible. Fooling people like this. I am a monster

I should go to church more. Maybe. Or less church I’m not sure what the balance is yet

How terrible. truly. 

If you think that’ll help, I suppose figuring out that balance would be worth a shot.

plvsultra:

Right? I think scamming is thelowest one can go. Like, you are fully aware what you are doing is wrong and you do it anyway. Ridiculous

Tho I think I could say I am a scammer because everyone things I’m a normal person at first. Then I enter their houses by the window and they figure it out

Right, right – that is pretty ridiculous.

I … yeah, I guess you could make a case for that. You certainly have the ability to fool folks initially. 

plvsultra:

my daughter actually has given me a lot of stuff from those. None of it works right. So at least on he business side of things they know what they are doing I guess

Huh. Interesting.

Makes sense that none of it would actually work. So at least they seem to know how to scam people for sure.

plvsultra:

Isn’t it? There’s one the guy couldn’t even properly pour a drink right. I’ve met people with severe dementia that can do that

But I am working on it. I can do it. People just have to stop making useless shit with free shipping

Right. Like that stuff looks so exaggerated it’s too much.

You can do it. Ah that free shipping hooks you in so bad – but you’ll have to resist it eventually.

plvsultra:

It’s the lawyer in me.

It’s still better than my infomercial addiction.. Which I am still fghting to overcome butthose people fuck up so bad I can’t help it

That certainly would inspire it. 

Hm true true. I can see how that would be quite the struggle. But those people appear so dumb in those it’s kind of funny.