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  • opal: how creative my muse is

Saamuel is rather creative, at least in terms of musical spaces. They often spend free time experimenting with creating songs or doing covers. They also tend to try their hand at just trying to see what kind of new sounds they can get involved with.

Otherwise, they do a solid amount of fiction and poetry writing inspired by some of the more unusual instances in their life. However, it has yet to be seen by anyone outside of local friends that they write with.

ABOUT YOUR MUSE (BOLD ALL THAT APPLY)

tagged by: @geallig

tagging: BODY.

Long legs. Short legs. AVERAGE LEGS. SLENDER THIGHS. Toned thighs. Thick thighs. Muscular thighs. Skinny arms. TONED ARMS. Soft arms. Muscular arms.TONED/DEFINED STOMACH. Flat stomach. Flabby Stomach. Soft stomach. Six-pack. Beer belly. Lean frame. Beefy/muscular frame. Voluptuous frame. PETITE FRAME. Lanky frame. SHORT NAILS. Long nails. Manicured nails. DIRTY NAILS. FLAT BUTT. Toned butt. Bubble butt. Thick butt. SMALL WAIST.Thick waist. NARROW HIPS. Average hips. Wide hips. Big feet. Average feet. SMALL FEET. Soft feet. Slender feet. Calloused hands. Soft hands. Big hands. Average hands.SMALL HANDS.LONG FINGERS. Short fingers. Average fingers. Broad shoulder. Narrow shoulder. Muscular Shoulders. UNDERWEIGHT. Average weight. Overweight.

HEIGHT ( CLICK HERE TO CONVERT TO FEET ).

Shorter than 140 cm. 141 cm-150 cm. 151 CM TO 160 CM.161 cm to 172 cm. 173 cm to 180cm. 181 cm to 190 cm. 191 cm to 2m. Taller than 2 m.

SKIN.

PALE. Rosy. Olive. Dark. Tanned. Blotchy. SMOOTH. Acne. Dry. Greasy. Soft.

EYES.

Small. Large. AVERAGE. Grey. Brown. BLUE. Green. Gold. Hazel. Doe-eyed. Almond. Close-set. Wide-set. Squinty. Monolid. HEAVY EYELIDS. UPTURNED. Downturned. Red. Black.

HAIR.

Thin. THICK. Fine. Normal. Greasy. DRY. Soft. Shiny. Curly. FRIZZY. Wild. UNRULY. Straight. Smooth. Wavy. Floppy. Cropped. Pixie-cut. Shoulder length. BACK LENGTH. Waist length. Buzz cut. Undercut. Bald. A bit below the jaw length. Mohawk. White. Platinum blonde. Orange blonde. Golden blonde. Redhead. DIRTY BLONDE. Blondette. Ombre. Light brown. Mouse brown. Chestnut brown. Chocolate brown. Dark brown. Jet black. Ginger. Auburn. Copper. Dyed red. Dyed any “unnatural color” (Grey/two-toned?). Thin eyebrows. Average eyebrows.THICK EYEBROWS

TATTOOS / PIERCINGS.

Full sleeve. Thigh tattoo. Neck tattoo. Chest tattoo. Back Tattoo. One tattoo. A few here and there. Multiple. NO TATTOO. Monroe piercing. Nose piercing. Septum. Nipple piercing(s). Genital piercing(s). Industrial piercings.EARLOBE PIERCING(S). Prince Albert piercing. Eyebrow piercing(s). Tongue piercing(s). Lip piercing(s). Tragus piercing. Angel bites. Snake bites. Labret. Stretches out ears. Navel piercing. Inverse navel piercing. Cheek piercing(s). Smiley. Nape piercing(s). No piercing.

COSMETICS.

Eyeliner. Light eyeliner. Heavy eyeliner. Cat eyes. Mascara. Fake eyelashes. Matte lipstick. Regular lipstick. Lipgloss. Red lips. Pink lips. Dark lips. Bronzer. Highlighter.Eyeshadow. Neutral eyeshadow. Smoky eyes. Colorful eyeshadow. Blush. Lipliner. Light contouring. Heavy contouring. Powder. Matte foundation. Shiny foundation. Concealer.Wears make up regularly. Wears it from time to time. Uses only light makeup.NEVER WEARS MAKE-UP.

SCENT.

Floral. Fruity. Perfumes. Aftershave. Cocoa. Moisturizer. Shampoo. Cigarettes. Leather. Sweat. Food. Incense. Marijuana. Alcohol. Cologne. Whiskey. Wine. Fried food. Blood. Paint. METAL. Ink. EARTH. Grass. Oil. Coffee. Old books. Citrus. Vanilla. Spices.

CLOTHES.

JEANS. Tight pants. Overknee socks. Tights. Leggings. Yoga pants. Pencil skirt. Tight skirt. Loose skirt. Tight / formfitting dress. CARDIGANS. BLOUSE.BUTTON UP SHIRT. Band-T-shirt. Sports T-shirt. Sweatpants. Tank top. Henley. Fur. Faux fur. Leather. Designer. High street. Online stores. THRIFT. Lingerie. Long skirt. Miniskirt. Maxidress. Sun dress. Tie. Tuxedo. Cocktail dress. Highslit dress (business events). T-SHIRT.LOOSE CLOTHING. Tight clothing. Jean shorts.SWEATER. Sweater vest. Khaki pants. Suit. HOODIE. Harem pants. Basketball shorts. Crop top. Corset. Ballerina skirt. Leotard. Polka dot. STRIPES. Glitter. Silk. Lace.LEATHER. Velvet. Chemise. Patterns. Florals. Neon colors. Pastels. Black. DARK COLORS. Uniform.

SHOES.

Sneakers. SLIP-ONS. Flats. Slippers. Sandals. High heels. Kitten heels. Ankle boots. COMBAT BOOTS. Knee-high. Platforms. Stripper heels. Barefeet. Loafers. Oxfords. Gladiator shoes. WELLINGTONS.

“=w= How Naughty”

  Saam really likes the idea of not being able to move either because of their partner’s body on them or being restrained. It’s almost like limited movement on their part intensifies their experience of whatever is being done to them.

=w= How Naughty

Saamuel tends to be rather versatile in regards to the needs of their partner. As such they are more than willing to switch things up to play a different role. It often allows them to incorporate their own interests in having control over a person every so often. And leaving that person weak in reaction to the actions that Saam performs.

Additionally, the negotiation of power during intimate moments is incredibly engaging for Saam. Getting into someone’s head is one of their favorite ways to assert some kind of will over what goes down and how it happens.

“=w= How Naughty”

  It’s only relatively recently that Saamuel had even made themselves open to the idea of sending teasing photos. But they do get a small thrill out of showing off little cute pieces that they buy for themselves and want to share with those that they care about.

However, they are still incredibly careful about under which circumstances they do this. Don’t want such photos to get in the wrong hands after all.

trope!

You know this character. She’s the girl who is always there in the background at work, quietly doing what needs to be done without fanfare and keeps things running smoothly, sometimes just by being there rain or shine. He’s the Mauve Shirt guarding The Hero’s back when the Hero goes in alone to fight the Big Bad. She’s the one with simple, sensible advice that her Troubled, but Cute friend seldom takes. He’s the Sergeant Rock that the Officer and a Gentleman depends on. And when The Captain needs data analyzed, papers filed, and problems examined, he gives it to this guy, who crunches it all and has the report ready first thing in the morning, just in time for the Captain to look at it and have a Eureka Moment.

They’re The Reliable One. They’re often overlooked in Ensemble Casts with Loads and Loads of Characters (particularly if it’s a World of Badass with tons of flashy characters) because of his or her understated character, they nonetheless often contribute in a unique way for the good guys. Every now and then they’ll tend to get A Day in the Limelight where their skills or presence come in handy even more than usual, some of their Hidden Depths get revealed, it gets shown why they frequently have such an Undying Loyalty to people around them, or where their absence makes everything around them start to fall apart. They may even get a Did You Think I Can’t Feel? moment, when the people whose lives they make better trample all over their feelings.

What is one positive and one negative thing that drives and motivates you as a person?

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    “A positive thing? I suppose my willingness to learn more. Being open to learning and change has been a good motivator for me to want to do more, explore more and just come into a better sense of self.  A bad thing – probably my self-critical nature. While I’m always open to learn more, I also feel a strong obligation to still do more because I do… I do feel like I’m not enough and may not ever be enough. And so that drives me a lot more than I often admit.”

[[I kind of like the fact that @atsidavimas mentioned ic that Saam can be rather  elusive about their motives. Because I do think that is a general vibe one might initially get from Saamuel, that they are a little hard to reach even if they are right there. Perpetually on the verge of slipping out of reach for reasons that can not be articulated.

And as much as Saam likes to be decent to others, I think they can’t fully shake this strange elusiveness they carry with them. They’re way too used to it at this point.]

Tagged by: @plvsultra

Name of your muse:  Saamuel Kristjan Vaher

One picture you like best of your muse’s fc: I got two fcs technically so I’ll pick an icon for each

original fc – 

 newer fc

Two headcanons you have for your muse that you never told anyone:

  • Saam may have some abilities that have influence over other’s behavior. Especially in the way that they use their voice – particularly using song. They’ve also had experiences with being able to somehow change their environment using their hands or feet – but those are mostly associated with nature – so by the water or the forest do these abilities make themselves more obvious – causing Saam to have further questions about their existence.
  • One of their relationship experiences happened during the National Awakening with one of those scholars who was fascinated with all things Estonian. One of those scholars developed a fascination and a crush and Saam might have secretly entertained their affections for a few years just to give them a more personal experience.

Three things that your muse loves doing in their free time.

Walking by the sea.

Playing music. 

inventing little gadgets for around the home.

Four people that your muse loves.

  1. Jaakko (sinensalo) as familial
  2. Wim/onverveerd and Berwald/sverige-san – different verse partners.
  3. most friends here. It’d be too difficult to narrow down. A few standouts are Roberto, Lu and Cecile. Likely Lilli too.

Three fond childhood memories.

  • Learning different songs from different villages as they roamed around the land.
  • The first time they went out overseas as part of a voyage to another land.
  • Exploring the forests and sleeping outside under the stars.

Two things your muse regrets.

  • Not fighting back against certain politicians more – at least against ones that came from his own people more strenuously.
  • Sometimes getting too attached to humans. It didn’t feel all that worthwhile in retrospect. 

One thing they’d go through heaven or hell to save/change.

It’d be nice to change up their fate during the twentieth century for the better. But they can’t. So they…prefer not to think about it too much.

Tag  five people to do the same thing.

No. Steal this if you want though.

Saws

Saws: Would your muse rather die quick and painfully, or slow and painlessly?

If it’s something that is meant to be temporarily, quick and painfully to get that whole mess out of the way.

If Saam has to face a more permanent death – they’d much rather do it slow and painlessly and drift off to another phase of existence. Or whatever comes after their time here is done.