It’s kind of inconsistent for Saam. since they’ve been pretty okay with going without for long periods of time. I guess they’re technically bi or pan as they can be attracted to people of whatever gender. I’d probably put them on the ace spectrum in the grey area because they don’t often feel the need or drive to seek out people.
But I think simply going with bi would be what they’d tell people.
Are you a perfectionist?
Somewhat. In that I tend to be incredibly self-critical of whatever I do. But I usually tend to overcome that streak in work at least to get things done on time. In other areas of my life, I do have these perfectionist tendencies that get in the way and make me really, really not care for myself much.
Have you ever drunk to forget something and/or someone?
Yes. It sometimes does not work. But sometimes it does. But I’d rather not try to do it every time you know? Gets less effective.
What would give you absolute peace of mind?
Knowing that my people would remain independent and sovereign in peace without being antsy about what a certain someone nearby is up to. That would be great.
But since that’s not really a possibility right now – I don’t know, feeling accepted for myself and encouragement always helps.
What was the strangest rumour you heard about yourself?
Hm. The strangest rumour.
Perhaps that I shriek out the name of a neighbor when they are perceived to be in distress even if it makes entirely no sense for me to scream. Especially since it doesn’t exactly help anyone at all.
I’m not much of a yeller. At least not out in about that is.
[text] Uh. Possibly?
[text] Depends what’s on the list.
💕 – Have you ever thought of sex/gender change?
Gender change? Ah yeah, that’s what I’m undergoing now with my mostly social transition. Sex change – I assume surgery comes into play here and frankly, I don’t know. I’ve been tempted before and I still have passing thoughts about it but I don’t think I’ll fully commit to that. I don’t really want to change my body that much.
🏵 – Where are the sensitive spots on your body?
Inner thighs, neck, lower back, close to my collarbone. Places like that are pretty sensitive. My legs in general honestly.
Don’t be shy, what’s your personal style?
“That’s been open to change. In the past – it’s been following whatever was needed to look put-together and sharp in a somewhat casual way. And I still maintain that idea but lately, I’ve been putting in softer touches. Looser tops and sweaters, more tunics, shoe boots, lighter colors in suits I wear – the cut of them is probably likely to change a bit. I’ve slowly taken to wearing bracelets every so often. Mostly clear polish – but I tend to sneak in somewhat translucent shades when I can. Colored lip balm- usually light colors to keep things subtle but rosy. I’m still trying things so. Who knows what might be coming. ”
They’ve also changed their underthings to include more cute camisoles and colorful little patterned boxers – but that’s not likely for them to mention it in public.
1. Which should be saved – a bus full of innocent lives or a loved one?
“Innocent lives. I’m a lot more invested in making sure no damage is done unnecessarily to those that are innocent if I can help it.” Besides most of those Saam considers loved ones are likely to return anyway.
3. If you could jump back through time to save a loved one’s life, would you? Despite what it might to do the timeline? To everyone else? Do you believe it is their fate to die regardless?
“As tempting that it might be, I feel like it would be irresponsible and terribly selfish to jump back in time to save someone. At that point, I definitely think it’s better to leave them as it is – there are too many repercussions for that decision to be worth it. ”
9. Can people be held accountable for things people close or related to them did or are they innocent?
“Ah. I mean I think if they didn’t actually do it, they are innocent. I think people can be held accountable for the company they keep. But I’m not going to judge someone for actions that they didn’t actually participate in. ”
11. Imagine there is a beast that craves attention. If you ignore it, despite being deadly, it will leave you alone. Could you live like that? Even if it possibly attacked others? Would you try and challenge something that unknown?
“…I think I could only live like that for a little while. If it attacked others, I’d feel more obliged to challenge something – even if it is unknown. If it wasn’t going to attack others, I could probably ignore it for a while.”
17. Have you ever gotten sheer joy out of hurting someone else, either physically or mentally? To whom and why? Did it scare you?
“….Yes. I’ve gotten joy out of it as a child fighting those that had tried to Christianize me unsuccessfully for a while. It was utterly exciting for me at the time to inflict pain on those that would try to force their ways upon me and those I cared about. At the time, I didn’t really fear it. Although in retrospect, I can see why it would be.. offputting to say the least. ”
21. Are there people in this world you simply think the world would be better without? If you could erase them out of existence without physically murdering them, would you?
“….Yes. And yes. But I can’t really do much about that situation so I take it as it is. ”
32. If you could choose to remove certain feelings such as anger, confusion, sadness, would you remove them?
“Honestly, I’d be tempted to. But I probably wouldn’t just because some of those emotions are powerful motivators that without them, I might not feel as compelled to take action. I mean sure, I could rationally decide to do something – but I just would be as complete without feelings even if some of them are negative.”
A kiss on the forehead.
Saam slyly smiled a bit as Laima kissed them on the forehead. “Always trying to be so cute with me. It’s almost like you care about me or something.” Teasing seemed like the most appropriate response. Nonetheless, they couldn’t help but appreciate the little gestures that suggested friendship and familiarity. It’s clear that Saamuel didn’t mind Laima treating them as such.
“Cute. I know that you’re really trying to make up for the yoga that is to come.”
A kiss on the nose.
The result of a kiss to the nose may appear to be unexpected. A little chuckle couldn’t be resisted and tumbled out of the Estonian’s mouth as if embarrassed that it had happened at all. Perhaps Saam was a little sensitive to such gestures – even if they alluded their understanding a lot of the time.
“You always did have a way of getting attention, huh Emilio?” They replied with a dry smile, clearly not offended by the action. Only a little curious about what could have brought that on. Chances are it could have been absolutely nothing at all and that would not be terribly surprising.
Yes yes. And remember maybe they make cameos on Cecile’s Youtube channel as they become friends and all that jazz -Youtube AU ayy
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