send ☢ for a fucking drunken text

[text] You’re sweetss sound actually divineee right now. Like damn. I’m craving that  so much.

[text] But you don’t have to do nothing. I’m just.. considering it. That’s all.

[text] sorry to interruptt your night. You deserve better than my weird self texting you out of left fieldd.

[text] fuck.. have you ever wondered.. wondered why people bother with you?

[text] like has that crossed your mind.

[text] and it’s like I’m too odd for anyoneee around me. I try not to be too bad, I really try.

[text] But I’m afraid of being too muchhh for someoneee. I’m always not quite what anyone wants. I’m used to it by now thoughh.

[text] sorry for the ramblingss. I’ve just been thinking.

✮ dad time

     [dad time yee]

“So. Hey there Anysus. I wanted to thank you I guess for being willing to look after me despite your deceased status, I suppose. I just think it’s nice to have a figure that kind of cares from something of a familial perspective.  And you’re genuinely really good company to be around so I look forward to seeing you whenever you can stop by. So you know I’m definitely willing to help you out with anything you need in what has to be a very strange modern world. 

For someone whose never had the chance to be a parent in his own time, you make a pretty good dad. At least as far as I’m concerned.  I just hope to be a decent kid in the face of my peculiarities and cold weather. “

Shadow – What is your biggest regret?

    “I dare not speak my biggest regret. I haven’t told anyone of it ever and I have no intentions of starting now. ” They pause with a sigh before glancing away. “But another big regret is just not having the opportunity to fight more for maintaining my independence before the mid 20th century…happened to say the least.”

“Do you have any idea how beautiful you are?”

     “Um. Me and beautiful aren’t usually in the same sentence. So.. it’s hard to tell. I feel better about myself sure. But I would still hesitate to believe that I’m all that gorgeous.” Weird seems more akin to their own self-perception – pleasantly so, perhaps but still weird. Maybe decent on their best day. Those private reservations don’t go away all that easily.

✮!

   “It’s been really nice being able to spend more time around you. I can’t help but appreciate your spirit and the way you seem to be able to pick up on how people are feeling. That really comes in handy when I’m kind of feeling bleh and not feeling like going into it further. 

You know I will do what I can if you need anything. Because I want to be as good a friend to you as you’ve been to me.”