5. If you could give your muse one gift, what would you give them?

Oh I don’t really know. I’d maybe give them a cool theremin. They would have a good time tinkering around with that and making some really cool, strange music.

7.  If you could “borrow” one aspect of your muse and apply it to yourself or your own life, what would you borrow?

…..I had an answer but I realize, I don’t want to go there lol and I realized I actually didn’t want that aspect really. Instead, I guess being able to have a solid data administrator gig to work with. Or the drive to pursue music more. I’ll take their musical ability for a bit. That would be rad.

9.Do you enjoy putting your muse through angst? What do you think would break their heart the most?

I kind of do and I kind of don’t. I love writing it because it means I get to surface things Saam may not otherwise reveal – and show the kind of layers that the character has. I don’t because it often fucking hurts writing that – it gets me really sad when you realize how…truly not feeling great this character often is. 

I think I think..it would break their heart the most to be abandoned again by those they care for. To be left behind and not ever have the chance to try again with people. I think they legitimately fear that happening and while they don’t want to be right about not being valued – being proved right is what the expect and would break their heart for real. Since they’ve been through it so many times.