aegerine

  • aegerine: my muse’s opinion of the supernatural

Saamuel is fascinated by the supernatural and tends to adhere to traditional beliefs about it. It often results in having cautious behavior around places that are said to be haunted and trying to treat such entities with the respect that are attributed to them. 

They like reading up on different stories about encounters in other places just to see how the supernatural is characterized and how much location tends to actually influence it.

The crystals beginning with S

  • sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

Uh. I mean most of those people are nations and would likely end up returning anyway. So they would be likely to prioritize humans instead. 

But out of muses, this is difficult because I think Saam would definitely choose Jaakko no matter what. But otherwise, they would have to think about who they could realistically save. Uh. Maybe I’ll just go with types of people – another close friend (Bas, Cecile, Lilli, Emma – are potential examples) and a partner (depending on verse). 

  • serpentine: how my muse would seduce another [alt: how my muse makes their money]

Seduce? Depending on the other person  – suggestive messages and photos, using teasing and the sound of their voice. Touches that hint at more, undressing themselves for another. Those sort of things I guess. Saamuel has to be incredibly comfortable with someone though to try this.

  • silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity

Femininity. There’s a reason that they’ve been choosing to present in a more casually femme way lately.  It’s what they feel more comfortable pursuing although in their own personal way.

Although in the end, it’s all kind of whatever for Saam.

Saam, what is it you like about Jules? uwu

     Why must you ask me these kinds of questions? I didn’t ask for this. 

But fine. I mean, it’s hard to articulate. He’s got a presence to him that I admire. Something about him has me drawn to him in a way that.. is way too much for me to go into. But he’s funny, he’s got charm, he’s sweet. He’s bright. I love spending time with him, I’ll do damn near anything around him honestly. It’s embarrassing. 

He’s too interesting for the likes of me really. I mean I guess there’s something about someone who can draw out different sides of you that is nice. And I feel like Jules has a way of making me want to be myself and yet be a little bit more. To put myself out there a little more. Which is refreshing I guess. 

I am also admittedly weak for those curls. I’m not going to lie. And those eyes. And .. ugh. Let me shut up again. 

Is there anyone they have ever wanted to have sex with?

     “Well, yeah. I guess so. My drive is pretty inconsistent and weird. But I’ve had an attraction to people that I wished I’ve gotten closer to. Mostly certain writers or musicians that I was particularly attached to.” They refuse to go into depth about names or anything though since it seems a bit untoward to do so. There might be a few representatives that they casually wondered about to no avail.

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    “I don’t really feel worth the effort of getting to know me sometimes. I sometimes just feel like people bother because I have something to offer them. But hell knows what that is. It’s just hard to see all that much. I downplay all of this though, as it’s obvious no one really needs to hear all that.”

I really, truly wish I could open myself up and expose my inner feelings and fears to you. But a bigger fear is that I will drive you away and hurt you if I do. I -never- want to hurt you.

     “You know, that’s pretty unfortunate that you feel like you’ll drive me away and can’t actually open yourself up to me. But. I want you to know that you can share with me whatever you care comfortable. I understand not wanting to hurt me. But I’ve handled hurt before time and time again.

 I would be willing to risk it for you again if you’re clearly someone that close to me.