I feel like I’m under a weird amount of pressure when around you. I’m glad to be of assistance but I feel like there is an expectation of me being so ‘good’ that leaves me feeling ..a little restricted?? I guess. I don’t know. It’s a hard feeling to express. I know I have made my mistakes and done wretched things in the past. And I know I have my missteps these days, so I don’t really see what’s so great about that.