worldgonematt:

Matt peppered their face with more kisses, down their jaw and neck before tucking himself into their shoulder, seemingly content to lay there awhile. He had acted on his absolutely necessary urges, and so played with the lace of Saima’s top, a slight smile still stuck to his face. 

“I want to sing for you, and play for you,” not exactly at that instant, far to comfortable nestled with them to consider moving, but in the future, “ah, and cook for you, and grow for you … I am an excellent homemaker, truly.” Laughing, again.

More and more kisses – such actions leaving them melting against the feel of Matt’s affection. It generated a kind of warmth and comfort that Saima couldn’t resist in the least – especially not when their lacy top was played with. That was a particularly lovely touch.

In the meantime, they would just lay there, content in the feeling of Matt nestled against them. “Ah. That sounds so lovely. I always did appreciate a good performance. And the likes of yours would be amazing.”

Chuckling a bit, they smile fondly at him. “Seems like you are quite the homemaker, consider me duly impressed and all too willing to assist at your side.”

worldgonematt:

Matthias could only agree, nodding just slightly so not to disturb Saima’s view.

“I sleep little but I feel I would be content to just lay by your side, to talk and watch the stars beyond constraint of time.” He was unsure, now his offer had been somewhat unexpectedly accepted, of what to do, what they would do. Should he move? Offer them his bed, or did such things imply more sexuality than he wished? He fell quiet, letting the decisions fall to them.

“…That sounds nice, relaxing even. It’s been a while since I’ve shared that kind of space with someone. And to be fair with you, I missed it.“ They missed it a lot more than they like to imply. Since it was only fair that if they rarely rest, it was usually in their own company. While that was usually sufficient, Saima couldn’t resist the appeal of being held, of being close to someone who accepted them. 

That was often enough to send themselves into a bit of a delightful fancy. But no need to fantasize, not now at least- the time seemed ripe for moving to make things happen. “Seems like the bed would be the best choice to unwind, no?”

worldgonematt:

He flushed at the touch but held still to be studied, allowing Saima to pour over details he himself hardly noticed; the freckles across his cheeks, the few hairs out of place tucked behind his ears, the emerald of his eyes. When he was comfortably settled, as he was with Saima, his magic was slowed – but for the best. His attention was focused, and no longer keeping track of glamours or the whisperings of mice in the walls or the heartbeats of his downstairs neighbors, Matthias was natural, relaxed, for once, truly. Peaceful, almost. 

“Precisely. The social regularities are so difficult to follow.” Not that he had ever really fit within them. “It’ll be good to get away, and we can do as we please.” Together.

“You should stay with me for the night.” It’s a soft offer, delicate with the fact they were immortals and time meant so little and he didn’t even need to sleep. 

Seeing Matt so relatively relaxed was the perfect opportunity to study his features. And how so beautiful, to see someone in a rather natural state like this. Saima couldn’t help but appreciate being in this moment of actually enjoyment and comfort around each other. 

“They are so difficult and sometimes the effort of trying to follow those regularities isn’t exactly worth the energy.“ They give a little bit of a self-conscious chuckle. 

“It’ll be really nice to spend time together away.“ The offer of staying the night makes them smile in a slightly embarrassed matter. “I’d be glad to stay the night with you.“

worldgonematt:

“We can find something together that suits us both.” And he smiled, so confident and determined in this regard is would most certainly be settled within the week. “That is the joy of a home, after all. It is not the building itself but the people within.” 

“Saima, I so truly appreciate your company, I hope you know this.” He would kiss them, hold them close as long as the false restraints of time would allow them now – but he was cautious. He could only hope fond stares and warm smiles and brushing touches and sweet words would convey what he felt. “Wherever we are it will be wonderful, so long as you join me. I do not think I could bear to be alone any longer.” It had been centuries of solitude – asleep, yes, but alone nonetheless. 

“What an interesting household we will be, Saima. Immortals with all our flaws and strengths … what magic!” And a chuckle bubbled forth from his lips, eyes closed in a shake of his head at the idea. “I don’t know of you, but I do have a tendency to rely on my magic for certain tasks … the laundry will wash itself and there will be light without even this human electricity.” 

“…Of course. “ Something about seeing the determination and confidence in Matt resonated with Saima, building a confidence in them. That surely, they could find a home together that would suit the pair quite perfectly.

A nod in agreement, a wistful sigh of appreciation. Little signals that Saima couldn’t help but agree – but want to follow Matt pretty much wherever he would go, if only to spend some time with him. “I appreciate your company as well, Matt – let me tell you this. To be by your side is a gift that I can’t appreciate enough.” Something inside them stirred at least enough to idly run a hand down the side of Matt’s face – studying it carefully as they listened.

They laugh a little bit at the mention of magic.”Although I don’t do it as often, I have been known to use magic to get me out of tricky situations. How I have things working with an outage happens or something. Something about not being limited to the restraints of this world seems very nice.”

worldgonematt:

“I will try my best.” In all truth he’d rather been avoiding water, staying entirely inland in his time awake and keeping a good distance from streams and rivers. He had no control over such things, and the one who did, well, he had no idea if she was feeling particularly fond of him (or if she was feeling anything at all, the fate of gods felt so variable now). 

Matt leaned forwards to note a few locations on his little list, a language all his own in careful characters. He knew which places he meant. 

“This is good, yes, you will be able to move as you please and not always be stuck with me …” Though that didn’t seem such a bad thing. “Probably?” He raised a brow, turning to Saima. “I do not want you to be probably fine, probably comfortable. We can stay where it is more … ah, deciduous? No, no … wherever you will enjoy, my dear.” 

He set his list down, drawing his legs onto the couch to better face his companion. “Saima, I cannot believe you have agreed to this.” But it was a pleasant surprise, excited and wondrous thinking through all the possibilities.   

“There’s no need to try for both though really. I’m sure forestry alone would be fine for me.“ Although it would probably cause Saima to prioritize maintaining a connection to their homeland just to get access to the sea that they craved. But it was nothing that couldn’t be worked around to accommodate.

“Right. I’m rather independent in abilities so – you wouldn’t have to worry about that too much.“ Saima found themselves blushing somewhat at the suggestion of Matt not wanting them to be probably comfortable. “Honestly, Matt – I’d be willing to adjust to your preferences. These are your homes that I’m choosing to join you at. I can deal with whatever territory I may end up fine enough.“

They sheepishly rubbed the back of their neck, not very used to their intersts being considered as such. “…It is a surprise to me as well. But I do appreciate your companionship enough that I think it’ll be worth it.”

worldgonematt:

“I must play for you, then.” Willingly and lovingly.

“Yes, this sounds fine …” And he pulled away from Saima, just for a moment, to find a piece of paper and a pencil, returning, closer than he had before with their shoulders just barely touching. “There are many … I think deep in the forest to be best?” Looking to them for approval. 

“How is your transportation magic?” He didn’t want to drag them too far off if returning would be a difficulty. “And I would not think you get cold easily, but could you tolerate heat, humidity?” Trying to come up with a list of options. 

“Wonderful.“ They responded with a warm smile. Looking forward to the opportunity to hear Matt play.

They think for a moment about potential locations. “Deep in the forest works very well for me. Although I’m also partial to a place where the water is nearby. So if there’s a lake or something, I could enjoy that.” They’d not dare ask for too much – forestry and water just seemed to be the themes that touched with them most.

“It’s pretty strong. I can end up in places pretty quickly as I roam between realms near instantaneously. I can probably tolerate heat and humidity- at least I can learn and acclimate over time.“

worldgonematt:

“That is true … “ A brief moment was passed in thought, of all the things lying in wait for him. “Oh! Saima, there is so much music I could play for you.” Another immortal friend had introduced him to the modern guitar, and while he was decently proficient after a few day’s practice, it wasn’t quite the same, not yet the emotion he could draw from any of his instruments. 

“I would be honored, for whatever companionship you are willing to give to me.” Saima had more attachments than he in the current, and it made no sense to ignore such things. 

“I think that I will go between places to see which is best … you are welcome to come but it does not feel fair to involve you in my past messes.” Matthias had nothing to hide but there was plenty he was not pleased with, shameful of, even. Besides, he couldn’t remember exactly how strong the warding spells around his dwellings were – he didn’t want to risk hurting Saima. 

“Ah. I’d love to hear some of the music that you play.“ Being a sucker for any kind of live performance, Saima was especially intrigued by the thought of having Matt perform some songs he knew for them. 

“That makes sense. Got to revisit a few options just to see which one really suits you at this point in time. I’d be willing to visit with you to check out the different places. Or at least maybe check out the few that you’d think would be appropriate for me to come to.“ For as much as Saima wanted to visit some of the places, they also didn’t want to intrude on Matt’s space either. And so would be all too willing to find a balance between the options.

worldgonematt:

“They are full of memories and artifacts and past selves,” this does not discourage him, though, and he hopes it does not push Saima away from this fantasy, “There is much I have left behind.”

“I think to get my hands dirty would be a welcome change. To farm and to practice magic and tend to the things I have neglected, to be … domestic.” It had been a lonely existence many years ago but he thinks with companionship it well be tolerable, beneficial for the both of them. 

He is quiet a moment, leaning back, “You would really do so much? Leave the things you have built here?” Matt doesn’t want to push. 

“Things that might need your attention after being left behind for some time.“ They could relate to having left memories and past selves behind. Selves that they’ve only recently gotten to revisit and reclaim – through running off to the countryside, to other worlds.

“Domesticity certainly has it’s own charms. I do get a pleasure out of working the land and just being among the forests whenever I can.“

The question of leaving everything Saima has built for themselves remains. They don’t think they could do that forever – maybe they could do that regularly but it likely wouldn’t be a complete removal.

“Well. I know I could stay with you and spend more time with you. But I’d at least would need to keep track of my life here even if I change my base ti be with you most of the time.“

worldgonematt:

He flushed, cheeks faintly rosy for a moment. “Thank you … I only want to help.”

Really?“ Perhaps he underestimated his friend but he hadn’t expected that, surprise evident in the momentary shock over his face, quickly transitioning to a broad grin. “Oh! That’d be wonderful.” A temptation crept into his mind, to kiss them, to hug them and express wholehearted support for such adventures.

But he didn’t. Instead, he set his hand gently over Saima’s, “I do not think city life is for me, right now … There are a few places I used to live. I could share them with you.”

“You’re welcome.  I do appreciate your efforts.“ While Saima hadn’t really expected Matt to try and help so much – but it was incredibly kind of the other to be such good company. It had done a lot to help them come to terms with their deific nature. 

“It would be really nice.“

When Matt’s hand covered Saima, they found themselves blushing a little bit. “Ah. Well, it’s definitely not for everyone really. But I’d like to see some of the places where you used to live. ”

worldgonematt:

Matt kept quiet, only barely managing to keep eye contact with his guest this time. “I wish you the best in being open, Saima … if you would like to speak or just to rest I am here for you.” Perhaps he would not take care of himself, but he would always take care of others. It seemed much more natural, to resolve the conflicts of other beings, to offer assistance, to heal and to help. 

Himself, well, it’d been millenia and he’d yet to maintain healthy coping methods. It seemed so much more relevant with the contemporary tragedies of humans and the dull ache in his shoulder, the pain and the sorrows and the anger and the hope. 

“I cannot move between realms.” Not alone, at least. “But there are places, untouched by humans and worry … perhaps we should travel there, sometime. Together.”

“I do appreciate that. Your company has been deeply appreciated in trying to get a better sense of self and rest these days.“ Saima had come to be incredibly fond of Matt and in his presence, they have experienced a sense of ease that was often rare to come by on this realm.

The idea of going places untouched by humans was always something Saima had enjoyed. Those were the places they found a sense of comfort and familiarity and so it appealed to them to go there with Matt.

“I’d love to go to those places together with you.“