thedongjuan:

[It takes some time for Juan to think before he gasps.] Ah! I know a stall!

[Aaand he’s too excited now, so he takes Saima’s hand and leads them into the crowded food fest and through the sea of people and food, because at this point Juan’s too jumpy to wait for them and they arrive just in time when the food is ready to be served.] They have the best pork barbecue here!

..Well, alright. 

[There’s always a little fascinating and a bit scary about being with someone who is so obviously excited. But Saima allows Juan to lead them through the crowd to the stall that the other had obviously thought of.]

nice,I’d be so game to try it.

thedongjuan:

[It’s not a very long walk really, because soon they can hear loud music and smell different kinds of food being cooked and Juan’s grinning from ear to ear.]

[Like he hasn’t eaten dinner yet. But actually has.]

So, anything you fancy right now?

[the music and the smell catches their attention immediately and happily Saima moves in the direction towards the source.]

Something with pork in it sounds particularly appetizing if it’s available.

“Penny for your thoughts”

  “Although there is always a bittersweetness that comes from befriending a human, I.. I have to admit I’m glad to know Juan. He’s- he’s got a positive spirit to him that honestly? I probably need around from time to time. I can so easily be exhausted from the day to day responsibility of what I bear. And I’m always haunted by the existence that I deal with – that is nice to have someone who can distract me from all that with their own situation. It’s been really fun to just hang out and spend time with him. He’s incredibly thoughtful and pleasant to be around. Sometimes there are little things I find a little strange but that’s probably partially a product between different beings and from being different places.”

thedongjuan:

“…Sorry.” That was all Juan could think of to say. He couldn’t exactly know how it must have felt like, to live centuries and endure so much. He could only imagine what Saima must have felt, and judging how they talked, it was probably something Juan could not know. And the smile turned into a frown as he looked at them, worried, “…Do you have anyone to help you with it?” 

“Not your fault. I’m just glad you don’t have to deal with all this.” They were honestly glad that humans were spared the fate of having to live through so much and never reach any kind of meaningful rest.

“I guess I have a few people I talk to. But we’re all dealing with it to differing degrees so I don’t know how much they can help.“

thedongjuan:

Juan listens quietly, just observing how the other talks. He nods at moments, humming as he lets out another smile, “Guess time hasn’t been easy on you, huh? You sound like it, sort of. But yeah, I get what you say, I guess. It’s not easy being someone involved with the history of the world? But you seem to be coping up well.” A pause, “I hope you do?”

“Not at all. Not time nor history, I would say.“ A most unfortunate past somehow managed to linger in Saima’s head often. Driving them to work harder, to do better, to resent loss – all kinds of reactions to the situations they had experienced. “It’s not easy at all. I would not wish it on anyone really.“

The thought of them coping up well causes them to shrug a little. “I can at least maintain the appearance of coping well.”

💄

Uncertain what the approach was to do here, Saima gave a casual peck to the cheek to Juan. It was definitely out of their normal zone to show such a gesture to someone they had relatively recently come to know. 

But if anything would help, Saima was willing to try things at least once. 

thedongjuan:

The small smile widened, however the brown eyes were still soft as Juan turned to look at the ground and shrugged, “That’s good, I’d definitely believe that. I mean… If I were you- like an immortal- I don’t think I would last being so… down for a long time. Being down for a week or so with this lifespan of mine is already draining. But again,” He shrugged once more and sighed, “I don’t think time works the same for you.”

A small nod of agreement.“Perhaps time doesn’t work the same – but that period of feeling down can be truly excruciating. Especially when it’s protracted over years, decades even. And you don’t really see any end to it in sight. I think that draining feeling on seems to intensify despite being used to the idea of things like this could happen to you.“

“Never stop hoping…”

   They want to say that it’s easy for Juan to say that. But instead Saima remains silent for a moment, wrestling with the memories that still make thing hyper-aware of the challenges they face. “Yeah, yeah. I’ll try. But I can’t say it’ll make my expectations any less..skeptical I guess.”

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  • 33: What your favorite part of your body:

“I like to think I’ve got nice eyes. I don’t know. It’s hard to play favorites really when it’s only fairly recently that I’ve gotten to like the body a little bit more.”

  • 35: Love (>,<, or =) Sex For those of us who don’t remember our math thats “greater than, less than, or equal to]

“Ehhh. I don’t know. I’m initially inclined to go greater just because I’m a little more interested in love. But neither is really all that required, so maybe I’ll just go with equal as something I actually feel.“

  • 44: Have/would you ever have sex on a plane?

“I haven’t. I..I don’t know if I would. Maybe I could be convinced but it’s not exactly a fantasy that I actively have or anything.“

  • 46: What is something nonsexual that makes you horny?

“Being really comfortable. If I can fully feel at ease and just hang out with someone I like, it’s much more ease to go from cozy to affectionate to whatever else.“

thedongjuan:

“Oh, don’t be sorry. I get it, really!” There is no need to keep the other down about it, so he flashes a grin at him before humming and looking around, “There’s someone selling ice cream near here, and there’s a bench there. We can sit there if you want!”

“..Oh well, alright then.“ They gave a small grin, grateful to be able to maybe let it go for a bit.  “Ice cream you say? I could definitely use some of that right now. Maybe sitting at that bench would be good.“