sssevgilim:

[text] Heh. Yeah. ( u wu)

[text] Ah, hey – that’s pretty good too – a good way ta describe it.

[text] It gets ta tha point where I feel 

[text] like havin’ a literal conversation with myself

[text] sometimes, durin’ tha night, i kinda slip back inta denial

[text] if ‘m still awake

[text] i know i can’t convince myself but .. i don’t know.

[text] Right, I know how that happen. I’ve.. I’ve had experiences with that as well.

[text] I try to talk myself out of things – sometimes it works, sometimes it really doesn’t.

[text] yeah, it’s a difficult thing and I just sometimes don’t know how anyone deals with it. 

[text] which makes me sympathize with the desire to just turn it off completely.

sssevgilim:

[text] A little painful at times fer me, but other times – like now, it’s just annoyin’.

[text] It’s still – it’s not exactly easy comin’ ta terms with what I actually want

[text] An’ on days like this when ‘m really, well, yearnin’…

[text] It’s really annoyin’… I kinda wish I could shut it off fer a bit.

[text] Annoying is definitely a good word for it.

[text] Like it’s distractingly persistent.

[text] Of course, that’s a real challenge – even just admitting desires to yourself is hard. 

[text]I understand that feeling entirely too well.

sssevgilim:

[text] Sometimes, I wish we didn’t yearn fer things.

[text] Honestly same. 

[text] It seems like this yearning only makes things all the more painful.

[text] It..it’s a lot to deal with on top of everything, that’s for sure.

sssevgilim:

[Sadik laughed softly once more and rested the guitar in his lap before turning to the blonde sitting next to him; honestly, that had been kind fun – to sing so softly]

Heh–thank ya, but what about ya though? Do ya sing?

You’re welcome. 

[the question causes a little light to appear in Saima’s eyes]

Oh do I, I like to sing quite a bit. I’ve got a passion for music you see. Got me through a lot of rough times. So singing, playing instruments – it’s one of my biggest hobbies.

sssevgilim:

[Sadik laughed softly] Yeah… Okay, how did tha rest of that go…Ah!

[continuing to strum the guitar, sadik resumed singing]

My heart is yours
It’s you that I hold on to
That’s what I do
And I know I was wrong
But I won’t let you down
(Oh yeah, yeah, yes I will)

I say oh
I cry oh

[Sitting comfortable, Saima listens once more letting the melody and singing capture their imagination if only for a moment. The sound was relaxing and very pleasant to say the least.]

[Once done, they give a little applause. ] Bravo. 

That really does sound good for you.

sssevgilim:

[Sadik nibbled at his lower lip, eyeing the blonde for a moment behind his mask and then scooted over to make from for the other]

Didja wanna hear some more? I dun’t mind since … well, ya sure as hell ain’t Greece.

[They rubbed the back of their neck out of a nervous habit before seeing that room had been made.]

Ah yeah, I’d love to hear some more. 

[That small smile widens as the go to take a seat.] Hah, yeah I’m many things but I’m certainly not Greece.

sssevgilim:

[Oh–Sadik tensed and blinked when he realized that he had a little audience; he flushed a bit underneath his mask when he was greeted with a bit of a wave]

Oh, uh–well, th – thank ya. …Didn’t notice I had a little audience. [He clears his throat.] I dun’t usually use that soft voice unless it’s fer songs like that.

You’re quite welcome. [They return a small little smile.]

I would have said hey earlier, but I didn’t want to interrupt you. Guess I’m a bit of a sucker for nice singing. 

Seems like it pairs up really nicely.